electric buck shot

May 11, 2009 11:05pm

Vincerò

I love connections. I love interdisciplinary. I love seeing things relate to each other. But what I hate, at least in the context of disappointment, is how my emotions, feelings, thoughts, and overall physical being, compromise each other. What I mean is that there are people in our lives that have some sort of sway on us, but only to a certain extent. Then there are people that are like her or him that can do so much with so little. You come to realize that you are a balloon, just a bunch of hot gas, and that certain somebody can fill you up, not with hot gas, but with something meaningful. But in this world of checks and balances, investment, what I like to define as karmic pressure, there is a price to pay for what you want. The price? Your crossing of the tightrope that binds all that is you to all that is her/him. The beauty behind this tightrope is that it is made up of those intangibles that I listed at the top which make you who you are. One slip up and the whole thing goes to shit, one miscalculation, one shaky feeling, and you could find yourself down the long fall with no safety net in sight. What’s the best way to approach this you may ask. I personally have never walked a literal tightrope but I would imagine visualizing myself just a couple inches off the ground, breathing slowly, pacing, being patient, and most importantly balancing. It seems so obvious, but balance in dealing with thoughts, feelings, and that certain somebody can lead you to wherever that tightrope ends.

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